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A Million Thoughts (by Dr Mind)

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A Million Thoughts ? 

By Jireh Isaac Mark 
(Jirehdsir@gmail.com)


I wrote this Piece sometime in November 2018 at about 11 pm, I didn't even write the date when I was writing. Because, I was so lost in a cloud of a million thoughts. I was in deep pain, despair, agony and faced rejection from even those dearest to my heart. 

Nobody could see or feel what I was going through. I was just lost, completely and totally lost. Then I picked up my pen, and began to write.  As you read, it's my prayer that this poem inspires you. No matter what you're facing, never give up. I almost gave up, then I looked up and God heard me. His love changed and transformed me.  
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A Million Thoughts ? 

Oh what rage! Surging in and around me
I can feel volts of tumultuous despair 
Running through my veins as I write this 
Is it pain?  Anger?  Regret? 
This feeling is so strong & inexplicable.

What do I do now?  Where do I run to? 
I am lost in an ocean of confusion 
Only if Magic was real; 
I would just wave a magic wand 
To make all these go away forever! 

I feel like disappearing! 
To be unseen and unheard 
Just wish I could fly away 
Thoughts of exile keep resounding 
Deep down I keep fighting this journey. 

If I go on this exile 
Would the voyage of solitude do the magic? 
If I go, many hearts I would break 
Yet, even I feel more broken. 
Oh!  Broken ME!  Helpless ME!

When it all starts to make sense, 
Then I drift away and void of sense 
Void of meaning 
All these thoughts on my mind! 
A million thoughts on my mind. 

I can't think straight anymore 
It's all a facade, I feel empty. 
I need a way out of this 
A million thoughts on my mind. 
What do I do? 

My head is spinning like a carousel 
I need a place of solace. 
Staying here? Going there? 
I am lost and confused. 
A million thoughts on my mind. 

I need to cool off 
These emotional tantrums 
I won't let you weigh me down 
I refuse to let you bring me down 
I won't let you ruin ME. 

I am the owner of ME 
This night as I go to bed 
I wish I will be able to sleep 
Because I am lost 
In a world of a million thoughts. 

From now henceforth, I am making a decision 
I choose to ignore all the negativities around me
I will rise about these storms 
I will soar on the waves of mockery 
I will make it. No matter what people say. 

Against every odd I will succeed 
Mock ME, I'll use them as stones 
To mold me ME a better & brighter future 
Laugh at my past failures 
It will charge me and make me stronger. 

This story is about me & my life 
Your words, thoughts and actions 
Cannot and will not define my ending 
I am rewriting this script. 
And at the end, my story will be told. 

My story will encourage billions of people 
I will be an icon worthy of emulation 
A legend that will forever stay in history. 

Watch ME!  As I take this leap 
NOTHING!  I SAY NOTHING!  
CAN STOP ME NOW! 
I AM A GENIUS! 
I AM AMAZING! 
I AM ME! 
THEY'LL NEVER BE ANOTHER ME! 
NEVER! 

Kindly share it with others.
God bless you richly.
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